two years of my life+=gone

Man I'm 19 and I wasted 3 years of my high school years on 1 girl. We found out she was prego she started drinkin all the time we broke up and she shagged a$$ with some kid to new mexico I was down for a longgggggggg time thought id never get over her. Well I'm over her but it still hurts bout losin the kid. but like what someone else said just take some time to yourself to either the woods or water to me those are the 2 most peaceful and relaxin places. And if you live anywhere close to me theres plenty girls around willin to help ease your mind lol