How to get over it.

since i got hooked I've been having a real hard time with it myself. I felt the power in that things head and realized what could happen. I used to run up to the bay and now sometimes when I get up there I have to stand for a while to steady my nerves. It didn't help that i wasn't able to hunt for a few months afterward because of moving to a new place. I may be ruined. I think I'm going to have to bay and shoot or bring a half barrel to the woods with me if it don't get better. I've had some hogs get loose because of my hesitation a few times lately. It's sad cause I love the feeling when I lunge for that hind leg.It's either get it or it gets you when you lunge for it it cant be half measures your committed come what may. I feel high for the rest of the day. like on on a drug. So I know just what you mean.It would help if i could catch some 100 pounders once in a while instead of nasty boars and barrs. I havent heard one squealing when caught for a good long while it's always them tuff ones since i got stuck.