Jus thinking , if I could handle this loss

It's not easy loosing a good dog I lost my 2nd best dog 3 years ago on Christmas Day to a hog and it's one of hardest things to choke down. Being a hog hunter u know there is a chance your goin to come home one dog short it's just part of hog hunting. If u play this game u got to be able to deal with that. My best one right now is still fighting for his life from a puncture lung from last wk but I I were to loose him I'm still gona hunt. After my tuff dog got killed for 2 years I killed every single hog I caught but now I am back to barring an lettin a few go. My dogs are more than tools as some people call them to me they are family and it's not easy loosing a family member.