Prayers needed

Well God said no. I don't have the right to ask why. I am sure there were reasons. My wife is angry and upset with God. I say when you are angry at God he listens. When you cry then God cries with you. When you are done God does the miracle. I get that from the death of Lazareth. The first sister was angry so Jesus stood there and listened. The second state wept and that is when Jesus wept. Then he had them move the stone and called Lazareth out of the grave. Those are the versus I stand on. It is ok to get angry with God as long as we show respect and speak that God does have the power to use or not. When we weep I believe Jesus stands next us and weeps. Then God reveals the miracle. But notice the vesus before when Jesus acknoledge that Lazerath fallen asleep. Jesus knew what had happened when it happened and already knew the there would be a miracle. I do not expect a life to come back but I believe that God has a miracle planned beyond anything I could even think possible.

Thanks for the prayers. I am dealing with so many problems all at once that it is not even funny. My wife can't believe how posative I am staying through it all. My faith is stong and I think my wife's is growing by watching me.