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... but thankyou, everybody, and I mean that.
RyanTBH pretty much hit it on the head to tell the truth however... I often use this site as an "independent think tank" for ideas I am struggling to understand. I appreciate the opportunity to bounce stories of my past in order to find some sort of pattern I might learn from to do better in the future... and, frankly, people like RL are the ones that I LOVE to critique what I have to offer....
... one cannot grow as a person if he cannot take criticism and learn from it when applicable... In some sense, I am most
certainly dealing with self worth issues...
I am not content with what I have accomplished to this point in my life... honestly, not sure if I ever will be content... no matter what I do... I'm afraid I will always expect more of myself.
In an attempt to understand/improve myself, I have found that writing stories of my past down, allows me to look over things as a whole and find these "patterns" that might give me some insight on what I should(or shouldn't

) do in the future...
... all I know for sure is, is that I've got a lot of good left in me... just tryin' to figure out how to use what I got left to the best of my abilities...
.... and don't worry, I got's lots more stories... trust me